I love you so much

I let it all out.
Honestly, I’m so scared though you told me that nothing would change.
A friend once told me that I should not bring it all out;
that I should ensure were together and about to get married before coming-out clean.
But I just can’t.
I love you so much that I can’t hide such an important thing.
I love you so much that I’m giving you space at this early point to decide for your future, our future.
I love you so much that I’m risking what we have just in case you’d decide to turn your back to me.
I love you so much that I’m willing to take whatever that can happen from here onwards.